"I wasn't confident enough to be adventurous by myself. Intrepid explorers often come from a socially privileged background; the rest of us have to learn how to make our way in strange places step by nervous step."

/Nuala O'Faolain

i am nervous, nervous about the coming orientation

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A woman may very well form a friendship with a man, but for this to endure, it must be assisted by a little physical antipathy.

— Friedrich Nietzsche

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"i want to earn enough money i can get away from everyone"

/There will be Blood

me too.

and the summer ends in breeze, in grass-fields; 

in piles of second-hand magazines, in broken guitar-strings;

in sleepless nights, in afternoon reads, in Randy Bachman's Vinyl Tap in the evenings.

do not you want to be there after school 

every afternoon?

i do.

and i walk around, around and 

around and

around..