the dream that I see don't kill it

i lost this camera to a transit bus the fourteenth day since i've made the purchase. i tried everything i could think of to get it back, i phoned the police and the transit company, i went back to every possible stop, i put up posters, i asked the drivers, i posted a notice in the newspaper. but three days passed and i knew i wouldn't see it anymore.

i sometimes imagined... they came to this place, sat on the bench, and smoked cigarettes. the smell of gas filled up the dark cool air.

the dream that I see don't kill it

the dream that I see don't kill it

the dream that I see don't kill it

/Hedi Slimane

I will never know you anymore

07+08
had a pleasure self-printing photos from a darkroom

/dad

梅花牌运动服,海鸥相机,乐凯胶卷,永久自行车,凤凰自行车,回力胶鞋,飞跃胶鞋,双星运动鞋,万紫千红润肤脂,郁美净,蜂花洗发精,健力宝,大白兔奶糖,小白兔儿童牙膏,英雄钢笔,鸵鸟墨水,北京派暖水瓶内胆...

近来两天把睡眠分成了两段.回家就倒下睡去了,两三个小时,起来,洗澡,继而再睡去.在洗澡与再睡去之间,是一段很私人且静谧的时间.天黑以后.天黑以后.看过那本书吗?我还记得他写的城市蠕动.在东京抑或纽约或多或少能感受这种巨型机器的效果,可我独自一人在这个时段里,在这个地方,没有动静.窗以外的空间只剩黑暗,一盏路灯平稳地被供着电.当我也静止不动,摒气观察着空气.一个方包型的公车于此时驰骋而去.又恢复原来.世界的人口少了7/8,剩许的仅一小部分个体在凝视着天黑以后的地球.这个时段里,无须社交,无须现实,无须物质.简单而黏稠的流动的时间.

门小雷说

開學不久的一天，翟錦文老師叫每個同學寫下一道問題，不記名，然後交給他。幾天後，錦文讀出了我的問題，他說這個問題非常好，我問的是：「假若錯過了一些非常壯觀美麗又難得的東西，而沒有拍下來，我該怎樣面對那遺憾的感覺？」

翟錦文說：「做人應該宏觀一點，如果有心的話，必定可以再遇上錯過了的東西，假若真是一生也不可能再遇上，就把它永遠記在心裡，那才是最美的。」

從此，我就覺得不需要有遺憾，也不需要留戀了。